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I don't want to loose him....

Sure, i never had him.....well I did....but not like that.

And I didn't want him like that....we wanted to take it slow...

Now I feel like I"ve lost this really important thing....

Even while I was being told he had backstabed me I wanted nothing more to just listen to him and what he had to say....

I had screwd up...I didn't even know I had, i want to fix it

I've never wanted to fix something so much.

I don't want us to be apart. We don't have to be together...you just mean so much to me

Know that please.