Chlice's of the heart

I was greatful for my hectick weekend becuase it kept me busy, and I didn't have to think.

Becuase I'm afraid when I start to think, I'll slip, and drown.

I don't want to be aware that every stupid song lyric could be a representation of my feelings right now.

i don't want to be a statistic.

In otherwords, I've started looking forward to meeting my future husband. It sound silly and dumb, but its a nice comforting thought...