Loose Lips Sink Ships.

Boys with gutairs need to learn not to stair at hte girl they like while playing as they will make jealouse another girl who likes him and I have to hear about it all night.

Which is fine really, makes me feel like one of the gang.

I just hope were not all getting in over our heads. I hope he's not mostly, but the others won't come out unscared either.

This is a night to be talked about.

Perspective

His grandfather is dieing.

He's about to experence things he's never experenced, have to deal with a crazy time in his life that is painful for everyone.

All this time I've stressed about a silly birthday.

This is one thing I'm not going to regret. I'm going to be there for him. I'm not going to be shy and passive.

I'm going to do everything for him I wish he would have done for me.

And yet I still...

Over the past week, he has caused me to feel inferior.

He caused me fail an English assignment

He didn't tell me he wasn't coming that morning.

He didn't take the hint I need to talk.

And most importantly, he kept me from my stuffed pasta shells.

But I still love him.

Even if he does take my shells.