Half Bloods

"Hello?"

"Virginia? Uh....hi. How's school?"

"Um, you know, exciting as usual"

*Dad picks up*

"HELLO? HELLO?"

"Hi Dad."

"Okay, I guess I'll talk to you later."

"Have a good evening Virginia."

Click.

The longest conversation I've had in with my brother in over a year. I'll never admit it to anyone, but I miss the fact he's not actualy "my brother''

I'm mad because siblings are there for each other, and I"m mad because he's not here, he's not taking care of Dad, he's not listening to the doctors, he dosn't have to live with the confusion and the yelling.

Isn't that man his father too?

I guess half of my envys him. Half of me wants to be away from all of it, wants to be able to just pretend I can put all of it behind me....

My brother isn't a coward. He's not running away from anything....I don't think. He's a grown boy, he has his own life, his own kids. He's a father now too.

But I need him.

Dammit, you take stupid stuff like fixing a sink for granit when you have someone around who can. You take getting the Christmas decorations down when a guys up there handing them too you.

Is he mad at him? Is he mad that he couldn't make it with his mom and broke up his family?

I would be too I guess.

Does he hate me? Does he look at me and think how weird it is that I'm apart of him and yet I never knew him?

Because thast kinda what I think when I look at him, you know, on those rare chances that I get the chance too.

Blah on hormones. :(

What’s another word for thesaurus?

Boys

are dumb

Only matched by their counterparts,

The female.

Random Things On the Mind

Special K

Straight Hair

Thin Crust Pizza

The Test of Time

My song on the radio, for all to hear and steel

Blue Jeans.

ADD

God

And apple pie

The Black Widow is a Widow for a Reason

Hm.

Fasinating case study really.

You see, the black widow is a solitary creature, doomed to a life of lonilness and heart ach.

And that goes for both parties.

Both parties you ask? Why yes, didn't you know? A spiders sole pupose in life is to reproduce, thus, a second someone must become intangeled in the web sometime.

Its common science people.

What I do not understand, is why the Widow egnores the other, uses him for her sole purpose, then egnores him.

Then she'll announce he's been most important all along.

Confusing, her actions made it seem as though SHE was most important.

But then again, a widows always a widow