Getting back the thing I always had

You really are a amazing person.

I thought you wanted to change the world, you had the intelegence and the talent to acomplish that and it got me so excited.

But I was the thing holding you down. You and I might have been too good. I let you be content with just me, because you were all I had.

Sitting in your arms as you made everything right. I always liked your arms. After Mexico they stayed tanned and muscular. I always felt safe.

In the mornings I was the reason you came to school. I know I was kid, don't even deny it. I have testamonial and evidence to this.

But I shoudln't have been your reason to do that...you needed your own personal drive, not in that of a person.

And we grew apart....and I think your begining to figure out why I did what I did. Your still way to good for me. After all I've done you still wait to make sure I"ll get home okay.

Thats who you are. You want to help people.

Today I turend around and saw a group of people around asking for help. They had asked me but I was too caught up in my homework so I tossed your name.

For once you wern't busy drawing or self loathing. You didn't throw out a sarcastic remark or make fun of them.

I smiled, becuase thats how you were meant to be....I'm glad you found that.

Thats when your happy.