Debating Miss Dasiy

Two weeks after districts, a frustrating night, i had my first ever debate dream.

I was angry becuase we had a judge who did not know what they were doing. She made us sit in a type of formation that did nothing coducive. She also would not let me speak.

I sat there and thought to myself we are going to loose becasue my partner, who was not Jacob Ogle as per usual, but a female who i belvie was a cross between Elise Duncan and Jordan Parkhurst, was not a goodenough speaker to pull out with the win.

The judge gave me a look and said "hurry up"

So frazzled, I ran up to do a cross fire.

I left feeling angry and perterbed.

This morning I woke up angry, and pathetic.

Subconsciouse Lullaby

I had a dream where you were hurt, becuase you did something rebelliouse and stupid and I felt bad and responsible.

I woke up feeling like I hadn't in a year, when i told you you looked at me and acted like I was stupid.