Christmas cheer?

Tomorrow is Christmas Eve....and I'm not in the least bit excited. Not one tiny bit.

Sick of it all.

So ready to just pack up and move away and start over.

For the first time in a long, a thought occured to me "...Do I still have friends?"

That may sound like a silly thing to think, but it just hit me. I mean, I don't really LIKE my 'friends' I don't want to hang out with them....but do they still want to hang out with me?

Thats the scary part.

Odly enough, Krisit invited me over at the same time I was emersed in my musings, I said no, no, no, and then yes.

Then she said "Woops, Mom says 2's enough I'm sorry'

Well isn't THAT peachy?

My Dad refused to eat dinner with me tonight. That hurt.

I also think he's smoking again. Shit. Yeah, I cussed, I cussed and I hate Chirstmas.

Hoo-Ray.