Why is it like this?

I suppose its to be expected, God dosn't bless with both hands right?

Then why does it seem as though others have so many talents and abilites, and I have none. The ones I think I possess are quickly being outdone by others who don't even have to try.

It wouldn't be such a hard thing in life, to not be the best....but for some reason I feel as though I'm always having to prove something to someone....and you only have to prove something, if someone thinks you might be the best already.

Well news flash people, I'm not.

I can trick you, and sometimes even myself into thinking that maybe I am, but in reality, its just due to short bursts of high energey and always doing my homework, always doing that extra credit.

But thats wearing off now, I've looked around me and seen what people do with such ease. Ease is something that I do not posssess. Maybe its a test to see if I can be stronger then them, because I have to work harder...

But I'm thinking I'm just lazy.

The worse part is, there ISN"T any reason I should ahve to work harder. No ADD, no ADHD, no LD, I'm just....

Mediocure.

And thats frustrating, because so many unmedicoure people assiosiate with me, and anyday now there going to relize they've been amoung a froud....

Then what?

You can't go back through the bridges you've burned....