Wednesday, September 28, 2005

Ignore the problem watch it grow

Yesterday my pants said "I love you!" in big capotile letters.

Today they say "Life Sucks"

That should tell you a little something about my day.

I don't even know what was so bad about it, I suppose we never really do.

Prone to looking at the bleak and dismal we loose sight of the good. Its not even that we don't see it, we know its there, we just don't reconize it.

Perhaps I'm just a pessimest, the test we took in health said I was a manic depressive.

Let me tell you how much THAT livened my day.

Don't know what I'm doing, want nothing more then to just cry in my room but I don't want to be alone yet I won't go to the game becuase I don't want to be around people.

ITs flippin insaine I tell you.

The worse part is I can't even blame J. Sure he was late to school but he did show up.

So I'm angry at him, only I'm not, though I wish I could be, and then I feel guilty about the whole mess.

Nice huh?

1 comment:

Lauren said...

Hey, you ARE an emo girl! Holy cheese! Have you been rubbing off on me??? Oh dang. I need to go to the counsoler. Ah, I'm just teasing. Love ya girlyl. But yeah, I was realizing the other day how much I sound like and emo kid half the time. Oh well, I'll get better. I always do.