My relationship with my parnets has always been...unstable, my stubbern and tanturm ways along with there absolute inability to listen to anything gets the better of me.
And I'm thrown into a sprial of selfish tears and unnedded thoughts about just what it is exactially they find hard to understnad, when I think about what the heck I"m doing.
Sure, crying in your room seems like a good short termed solution, but what the heck is that going to acompish in the long run?
Sitting there, mad and angry at them, but mostly upset at myself, I thought this.
And it made me laugh
"Smooth Virginia, so now what? You gonna stay in your room forever? Order pizza?"
Which might not of been to bad, had I had a phone book....or a phone...or money.
Its just so selfish of me. I mean good gosh, I didn't even know why I was angry. Something to do with dinner...
Something I probably won't get.
It's just that utter rush of anger that surges through your vains and before you can count to 10 your repremending youself becuase you know what you said was wrong, and you know you would of never said it, but its too late.
Next thing you know your in your room with out food.
:(
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