Regret and Lap Dances

We were going to say goodbye to you before you left. Derek Kyle and I. For some reason we decided to do this in the early morning.

For some reason we all slept in a car in your parking lot until the time. I was going to sneek out early so I could talk to you first but i Couldn't remember the numbers. I felt bad because I wrote you so many times while at camp but never remembered the numbers.

Derek was mad I still thought our relationship was specail. On the way to our house he and Kyle turned. "You don't belong here" said derek.

"Do you want me to leave?" I asked, knowning the answer.

"Go."

I woke up.
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I was getting married to an old man that looked like Kyles dad. I didn't know him, and the wedding looked tacky. Adam, Lea's boyfriend, offered to marry me instead. I looked at Brody, and then at Lea. They both shruged and ate pizza hut party.

I didn't want ot marry Adam. I didn't know him, but the guests were leaving and my mom was mad so I went along with it. I cried a bit, then began to do inappropaite things with him.

The next dream day I saw lea to find out tehy had broken up. Odd how marriages do that.

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I was looking for someone and found myself on some sort of night club stage. Into the crowd went the dancers so I followed.

Nick Baily sat there looking nervose. So I gave him a lap dance.

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Who knew I was so horny in my dreams? With almost completle strangers too.