They say...

They say don't let talk get to you. It's just talk. What matters is the truth.

If you know the truth your golden.

I disagree. If you know the truth but all everyone else knows is the talk then whats left? Who's right? What becomes the truth?

This iwas supposed to be a no stress fun relationship. I was lonely. I wanted to be able to go on double dates. Have someone to hug, to learn someones scent.

I think I wanted Jon back. Just ya know, not Jon.

This relationship has not been that. This relationship began with people talking. Everyone was talking. I know I gossip. But a "WELCOME" committy was not what we needed.

"Who are you and why do you know my bussness?" became the order of the day.

Then it became awkwardness. Why was nothing working out? Its okay, roll with the punches. Its all just talk and perspective.

And now the family? Seriously? No one has EVER said I "get around" before. How can you spring this on me?

Am I a tease? Are there rumors I don't know about? You didn't trust me with aaron, now your worried I get around.

Its just talk though. I know the truth.

But who the hell wants the truth?