All of these lines across my face

I think I made a mistake when I became so focused on achieving certain goals.

The problem was that I didn't know how to be successful without putting all my energy into the finaly outcome, I usualy say I'm a pretty laid back person who likes to procrastenate, but the truth is I've been working towards things my entire life, and sometimes I think maybe that distances me from whats actualy going on around me.

This weekend I realized I've lost track of a lot of things. I forgot how to just enjoy life. I have to be doing something 24/7 to feel like a good person, but I think what really determines a good person is how they act when they have down time.

So today I took the time to listen to some slow songs, yes Kyle they don't always suck, and I'm starting to really feel emotions other than stress. Its been a long time sense that has happened, and though I can't say I'm totaly okay with everything its nice to be able to process life.

I'm a senior in highschool. The prequell is coming to a close and I'm ready to start the rest of the series. Just someone remind me to not loose the context inbetween books.