I'm in one of those moods....

Does it make it any better when you adknkowladge your own foolishness?

When you accept that what your feeling isn't really how it is, or at least it probably isn't?

It dosn't really make you feel any better....so I dunno.

So hear I am, listening to sappy songs on repeate, wondering if I'm harder to be around or enjoy then others.....

A silly notion I know, I mean how could anyone get sick of me!?

Thats a joke.

The previouse entry was harsh.....harsh and exactly what I was thinking though logiclay it dosn't add up.

I want to know why I keep trying only halfwhittedly. I don't like it, I should fix it.

I know how, I just don't want to.

I am my fathers daughter I suppose.

and in an another unrelated note, its not really a knife to the heart.

Its more a dull spoon, less painful, more mess.