Over the past 2 days I"ve relized how shallow and superficial I am...
I don't judge others on their looks...mostly just myself. And at the moment, I look hidiouse.
These burns hae scared my back, creating blisteres that look like slugs and brining about the impossibilities of even attempting to do my hair...
I'm lucky I got a shirt on this morning, sadly, its my XL softball jersey that I can't wear out into public.
The burn cream has turned dark gray...so I look dirty, and sticky.
I can't bare to be around a merror.
I don't know what I'm going to tell Jon.
I'm too embaressed to tell him the deatils, he didn't seem to care last night anyway, he thought it was grosse, and it wasn't even too bad then.
I don't want him to have more reasons to think I'm groose and icky.
I've noticed he's differn't when were around a girl thats pretty...I guess I can't really blame him. I think guys are cute, I suppose he gets the same right.
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