Last night

Last night was fun.

We wrestled each other for your phone. We were alone in your room and it was fun.

Nothing happened.

It was just enough to confuse you.

Murder and Death

I've been called in to help determine if the voice on an audio tape truly belongs to the woman in question. As I"m listening intently, I"m suddenly called into another part of the castle. There has been a murder.

Please investigate the ask. My ego swells. I am the best. I am also nervose. What happened here? What if they come for me? THe body lays on teh couch and the people with camras move abaout taking crime scene photos.

Suddenly someone grabs me. Are you interested in philosophy? There as been another murder and we need people to research old methoids of killing. Here, join them on the balcony where they study.

Screams can be heard. A moan, only louder and more unpleasent. WE all know there has been a third victim, but no one can find him. I have a sickening feeling he is incased in a wall.

I start to become quite scared. Everyone knows I"m going to solve this, including the murderer. I look down at hte scene. Two bodies, some detectives. I don't make eye contact.

I hear the scream again.

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I open my eyes. I"m strapped to a wall along with four other corpes. Two female two male. They tell me they are going to create spawn with them. They begin to cut open the females when they wake up and begin screaming.

The light goes out

I hear gun shots and awake to find the scientist dead and the corpes fully animated. The other Scientists has run off to call for help presumably.

THe woman with the gun begins aiming and shooitng at him. She yells "DIE DIE MAKE LOVE DIE"

I realize this isn't going to work, and that we are going to be the ones who die.

I wake up.

I havn't been sleeping very well.

I shall EAT my oppisition!

Actualy, my oh so lovely doctor says I have lost weight. YAY ME.

I'm terribly confused yet strangly sure of myself. True, I know nothing about relaionships, road trips, Washington D.C., or ex-boyfriends, but I"m of sound enough mind to know that all these things should not be worrysom thoughts plauging my mind.

In fact, I'm mostly chilling.

But then my mom will run in with something about GirlsNation, or Brody will pop up with a relationship question, and then Matt whats to know the exact itenerary for the zoo, and I get flustered.

Its NICE that people are concenred with my welfare....but its almost too much for me to handle at the moment. Let me get mall my stuff together, and then I'll ask for help.

You know, once I figure out what it is I need help with. Laura says to do whatever I think is right...but its htat pesky middle step of figuring out the right part that gets to me. I actualy think I've made the right choices. I really do.

SO THIS is what they mean when they say stay strong.....lol

Its all good people. Its all good.