I have to for myself

Ya know what kid? It pisses me off when you don't come to school.

I don't know why. There are reasons sure. Most of the time its becuase we've infected each other with some virus and you being the pathetic baby mommas boy you are stay home while I show up and deal with all the shit you run away from.

SOmetimes its becuase your freaked out family that does things in stubbern selfish ways.

Sometimes its becusae your a lazy ass bum who dosn't do anyhting. You don't htink anything through and so you'll keep me up until midnight when I beg to go to sleep and you'll get out of coming to school.

Really, you say you arn't selfish, and I guess maybe you mostly arn't, but this pissed me off.

Then theres the fact that when were around each other you act like I have to be bulit around you. YOU have to have something to sink into so I've gotta be good enough for both of us and let you can jump ship whenever your moms in a good enough mood to call you in.

This is why it was so infuriting to be around you. I'm starting to almost hate you for it.

I want to tell you to leave me alone but I don't want you to.

Bah!