Ug...

I was going to rant in here.

Was going to freak out.

was going to go into some crazy hormonial spillage

But instead I told a friend

This is shallow...

Over the past 2 days I"ve relized how shallow and superficial I am...


I don't judge others on their looks...mostly just myself. And at the moment, I look hidiouse.

These burns hae scared my back, creating blisteres that look like slugs and brining about the impossibilities of even attempting to do my hair...

I'm lucky I got a shirt on this morning, sadly, its my XL softball jersey that I can't wear out into public.

The burn cream has turned dark gray...so I look dirty, and sticky.

I can't bare to be around a merror.

I don't know what I'm going to tell Jon.

I'm too embaressed to tell him the deatils, he didn't seem to care last night anyway, he thought it was grosse, and it wasn't even too bad then.

I don't want him to have more reasons to think I'm groose and icky.

I've noticed he's differn't when were around a girl thats pretty...I guess I can't really blame him. I think guys are cute, I suppose he gets the same right.

Time Warp

I'm so incredibly tired.

I slept for 10 hours today, and almost fell asleep on my desk, and yet on the days I get up at 6 I'm just peechy.

Life is funny

Hello Old Friend

Its 3 a.m, Lea would say its 2 a.m real time.

Thank you Daylights savings. ;)

I just thought I'd stop by and see how you all were.

Goodmorning