"Therefore I will block her path with thornbushes;I will wall her in so that she cannot find her way.She will chase after her lovers but not catch them;she will look for them but not find them." Hosea 2:6-7

Dosn't really apply to me...but it sorta makes sense for some toher stuff going on

"Why did God curse Eve with loneliness and heartache, an emptiness that nothing would be able to fill...He did it to save her. For as we all know personally, something in Eve's heart shifted at the Fall. Something sent its roots down deep into her soul--and ours--that mistrust of God's heart, that resolution to find life on our own terms. So God has to thwart her. In love, he has to block her attempts until, woulded and aching, she turns to him and him alone for her rescue." John and Stasi Eldridge's book, Captivating pg 96