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We call this kid Sunshine, becuase it bugs him, and he's just that cool...

But this conversation you see, was the end. It was the last in a long list of really deep conversations that changed this kid, the weird acne guy sitting next to me in Social Studies made one of the biggest impacts on my life when he randomely im'd me.

He's the most confusing man in the world.

He's the only guy who I can relate to sometimes, and the guy I spent a good deal of time loathing.

He's the only guy who cared enough to ask me about my grandmother, to ask me enough if I was going ot be okay after a major melt down, and the only guy to offer me a person to yell and scream at who he wouldn't judge or think low on

Yet, he's the only person who's ever lied so blantetly, the only person I know to be so egnorant and so moody. The guy with the biggest anger problem in the world, and the most hypocretical man.

Though he'll chew your head off if you say that. But he won't hit you, dos'nt hit girls.

Sunshine:I SEEM TO UNCONCIOUSLY THINK THE WORLD REVOLVES AROUND ME!!!

SS: I KNOW IT DOESN'T BUT I CAN'T STOP IT!!!!

Me: Its okay.

SS:I'm incapable of having those conversations anymore.

MeI know it dosn't seem like it, but it's okay.

Me: I think I am too.

Me:But do you remember them?

Me:They were awesome.

SS:Yeah I do.

SS:But that can't happen anymore.

SS:Trust me, very few people want to know what's going on in my head.

SS:It's a damn warzone in there.


Me: I know I don't know.

Me:Thats what I ment to say.

Me: I'm sorry.

SS:You wanna know one of my deepest darkest secrets?

SS:ONe that will warp any human being's perception of me.

Me): Do you want to tell me?

Me: Becasue if you do, I'll listen.

SS:Well, anyway, I have to finish this paper.

SS:No, I don't want to tell you.

SS:I don't want to tell anyone.

Me: Fair enough.

SS:I just want it t go away.

SS:I need to go.

Me: Okay.

Me:Bye

SS:Finish my paper with Red Bull in hand.

Me: Thats the only way to do it

Sunshine): I need you to do something for me.

SS:Forget this conversation.

SS:For your sake and mine.

The scary thing?
I did forget.