Well...I guess this is how it goes

First things first, I don't feel very good.

Mind you, I've felt worse, far worse. I'm not dieng, and if I had any reason to I'd be perfectly fine not even mention this so I could do more fun things going on in my life.

Well, there arn't really fun things going on in my life, so I figure what the heck.

And you know, that could be a good thing. Means I can stay in bed all day long and have people ask very few questions.

If you know, I did that sort of thing.

The only way I can get up in the morning is by promising myself that I can go to sleep when I come home. And I very well could, no ones stopping me.

But then therse not really any point to that now is there?

Did I mention I've got cramps from hell?

Yep.

Perhaps if I didn't have a horrible headach, and it didn't hurt to open my eyes, then I might be able to form a coherent thought that would intrest you and give you indepth insight into my feelings and my life.

But I do, and I can't.

So there. *sticks out toung*

Actualy, I am doing something. I'm trying despretly to tell myself that theres nothing wrong and that I have no reason to be sad/moody/depressed/unhappy.

Its quite a timly task.

You know that feeling you get right before something big, unknown and completly unexpected changes your life?

Yeah well I didn't get one of those last time something happend, but I'm deffinitly getting one this time.

Also, I don't know what this has to do with anything, but my feet have more vains in them then an old lady has in her whole body.