Wednesday, October 19, 2005

I hate subjectlines

I've decided the only thing I can do at all is support.

Thats all I am. Merly a mediocure suppotor, for I have no hobbies, have no special intersts.

And so I shall transforme niceness and helpfull ness into a my craft. I'll never match up to everyone else, I won't give up just yet, but hope does not seem to be holding out.

...But I really don't want to just be a supporter.

I want to be the best at something, but everytime I come close to even being decent he comes along or they take a sudden intrest in it.

And before oyu know it, I am obsolete.

Its not that I'm particurly jealosue that there better at me then stuff, I just wish they wern't so great at everything. Just wish I could hold my own.

And yet I hardly even attempt. I must work harder.

But unil then, I'm just a supporter.

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