Ah, now I know what to complain..I mean Post, about

I use to struggel whith how I should act around him. Always strong and positive? Or my usal emo self?

I usualy go with the first I suppose. Something to do with my fear of actually being comforted (?) or showing weakness I guess.

But today I due to lack of sleep from this terrosit democracy they call school, and was too lazy to post up the emotianal shutters of my usual fascaid.

Pluse, it's his fault I'm in the darn class.....okay, well its not, but I'll be blaming him this evening.

I don't know why I'm upset...I want him to relize all he's done, but I want him to never know.

And now I just have to find this stinkin music, and things arn't lookin well.