The end is here

Today I did some things completely and utterly outside of my small character.

First off was getting up early, I don't know what possessed me to do this, I probably never will, but I"m glad I did.

You see, I cleaned my room. Which is not so incredible amazing in it's self, but when pointed into other facts it becomes a life savor.

You must understand, Jon needed a hug. And I was the only one who could possibly give it.

And so the second part of my unchaircter, inviting my GUY friends over.

Mainly, inviting Jon.

And you know what the most surprising feat in this all? It actually HAPPENED.

Nothing went wrong, Jon, Jimi, and Kristi all came over, everyone had fun, we laughed like none of us had any worries, and as if time would stop to accommodate us all.

and then the cell rang, and Jon had to leave. I got two hugs before hand.

And then Jimi called his sister, and we all talked to him, and Kristi casually flirted, because this might bet he last time she gets the chance.

because, are we ever going to be the gang again? We can't possibly stay the friends that others longed for, as soon as Jon left, the glory days were over.

And we grew up.

And as my eyes grow teary, and I wonder what the following school day will bring, I think to my self that I wouldn't change a thing.

because I have truly been blessed by having some of the most wonderful people in my life, and its difficult knowing that Monday morning I walk into a school, and give them up.

But I know that there are other people who need these guys more then me, they need to know what true, unhindered friendship is like, I've known what it is, and now I can take that and help others.

Who knows, maybe the four of us will change the world.

But until 7:15 Monday morning, we're still the best of friends.

And nothing can change that.