Tonight I"m not depressed, more of a traquil sort, yet I wish I had the ability to get drunk, or high, or something.
Wishing Kristi would get online so I could stay up to an unhealthy hour and do things I'd regret come morning.
Or afternoon as it may be. I have no reason To get up tomorrow, I'm all alone anyway. No one will ever know.
Which brings us to another odly depressing topic.
I, the person who hates being alone, has willingly offered to do so for two days while said parents vacation.
I don't regret my decision, no, not at all. Couldn't bare to be away from SO for longer then absoulty necessary, just....now I'm alone.
Last time I felt like this I ended up winning the Creativity award for the Condome game.....
Yeah, thats something I'll brag about at the next family reuninion.
But thats the glory of girl friends, they can get your mind off anything...
If you'll let them.
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