Its seeking in

Oh crap, I'm leaving Wendsday....

I won't see him for 9something days

Now, though it is I who is doing the leaving, I'm only gone for 3days, he's leaving he day after I leave *confused yet?* for 8days, and its all a very confsuing thing.

And its just now dawning on me, just now coming to the relization that for 9days I'm left to my own, sometimes dangerouse, devices.

I'm not sure I can handle it. I don't depend on him THAT much do I?

Hell yes, oh crap I'm screwed.

I can make it through....9days...thats.....what? 500 Relient K CD's?

Dang it.

It's times liek these when I wonder the possibilites of having a mental disorder. Really, I'm thinking its a large possibility.

Tomorrow I shall cry.